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Before 2010 ends..

DJs+, though didn't really meet up much this year, but always keep in mind, you guys will be the awesome lot that i will never forget:)
You were the first few who told me you'll be following my blog and i doubt you're still reading this now, from strangers, meeting as classmates, crapping and nagging you over those bad habits like a kid, getting to know one another better and eventually becoming BFF and perhaps a little further then to what we are now, from the day we met till now, alot of things happened and those memories we share explains LIFE, going on a roller coaster and sharing both joy and sorrow, just wanna say a BIG thank you for being there and the time shared was truly treasured.(:Hope you'll have a happening year ahead too!:D:D
To my buddy Training coordinator, Sorry if I'd to do a bad job as your partner but I'll try my best to make our trainings work out and make our 2011 an enjoyable and exciting one.HAHAHA!Laugh and cry together yeahh!:D:D
The OB family who's been there to share those SWEATY Fridays and moments together, spreading the 'lack of oxygen' hiccup laughter..The group of AWESOME people whom i will never regret to meet in 2010:)
And of course not forgetting the MARVELOUS T1A05 people who made my days in NP colourful and memorable!!Will always yearn to have another game of Basketball together and before i meet you people, I've never thought that Poly life will ever be that exciting and happening!!Sharing those days in the library mugging...laughing and crapping in class..and of course, out of school, shopping and prawning together!!:D:DSIMPLY LOVE YOU PEOPLE!!The family in school(:To those special individuals(you know who you are), thanks for being there for me:D

In a days' time, we'll be bidding goodbye to 2010 and Usher in the year 2011.How time flies..seriously...2 more months, I'd be turning 18...I dont wanna to get another year older!!Within this year, many things had happened for sure, be it the happy ones or those days where tears were shed..let's just remember the happy ones and learn a lesson from the days where you fall and pick yourself up..we learn from them and grow to be a stronger person yeah?:)2010 is like a dreams and now, I've woke up and got back to reality once again..knowing next year's gonna be a better year:D
In the beginning of the year, when we were busy working, enjoying life with LE..joining RWS, gaining some experience here and there as we learn together with friends around and of course with the senior ones..:)Getting my O's results and making one of the major choices in life..later on, getting into NP and starting a new chapter of my school life:)
Meeting interesting people along the way and going through stages of growth, at some point, you may feel really tired and burnt out..with friends and family around to support you, cheering you on, just pressed on and you'll see the rainbow after the rain.2010, the year before i eventually turned 18, a year which i felt I've been more emotional than usual.Perhaps, it's just the growing stage I've been through within this year and the ups and downs faced.Especially during the difficult times, thanks to those significant ones who've helped me learn:)
Never think that you've not done good enough cos to me, you've been awesome.I appreciate every little things done and I can sense the effort put in.Thanks alot.Has been busy with NRA, OB and school work for the past months since 19th April..i guess i gotta tone things down next year and give myself time to take a breather..thinking about the Tianjin OIP trip next year, the new people I'll be meeting and of course working with my new 18th Com of OB, i know things are gonna bring on new experiences and challenges ahead for us..LEt's just get geared up and be prepared for the coming year and tell yourself to make full use of it to make it another meaningful year!!(:(:
To my Friends out there..HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE and may your 2011 be an awesome one too!!!:D:D:D

Christmas Wish:)

Merry X'mas PEOPLE!!SANTA's back again!!HAHAHA!
Dearest Santa,
I'm not asking for too much, but hope that all my friends around me will be happy and enjoying a meaningful X'mas and the last week of 2010..coming up, have an awesom year of 2011 ahead!!D:DThanks to DJs for making my X'mas countdown such a meaningful and memorable one!!:DAnd of course to my lovely friends who spammed my phone when 12midnight strikes!Sorry that i didn't reply in time cos i was enjoying my time in bed..hahaha!=X

After the full one month or so, i finally hand this over to you..hope you'd really finish reading it and have a joyous X'mas with your friends!!:DTake care of yourself and stop making your friends worry for you!!simply LOVE this people!!:DRight after camp, get home and finish preparing X'mas gift and rushed off to Yiwen's house for PARTY TIME!!!:D:D:D
Once X'mas is over..those tears shed are going to be forgotten and only those wonderful memories to be kept:DGiving me an extra reason to smile:)
And finally...Thanks for being by my side be it rain or shine..(:

5 more days..and I'm going to make full use of it..and start everything afresh once 31st december 2010 is over!!:D:D:DCHeers People!!:D

If time were to rewind..

I'm wondering if you'll still be reading my blog post..seeing how happy you may be from your FB status..I'm happy for you..knowing that you feel in love again..it may be hard to let it go..knowing I'm somehow holding on to something..but i know, i have to learn to let things loose..a few more days and it'd be christmas..will you send a message to wish me, telling me you'll be there for me..or will you be celebrating and enjoying the festive season with her, popping the question and hoping to hear a 'yes'..All I'd say is..all the best and so long you're happy, I'll be happy somehow too:)LEt's just hope 2011 will mark a brand new start and we'll spend our days together like before, being BFF and laughing, crapping over every little thing in our everyday life..(:I'm waiting to let time reveals what's ahead for us:)

When one fall in love, it's difficult to let it go..

I respected your decision and i hope that if that's really what you want and you'll be happier, i shouldnt be selfish too..I've never comitted SO much into something that now, knowing the fact that i have to learn to let go..i jus need some time..Thanks to those friends, esp weehong, andrew, tienying, daryl, richard, yiwen, yiyue, max, weiyang, weixiong, dean..and many others who'd been there..i have no idea what exactly have happened but i really hope i could get a reason for why that decision was made.Everything was going fine and all..and now..T.TIf you really meant what you say, you should have look straight into my eyes and make me really let everything down, i feel that you're just suffering alone and felt bad cos i can't be there to support you..promise me that things are going to be fine and I want to see things going for the better as time gets by okay?My listening ear will always be ready to hear you out:)
The tears shed and heart hurt..time and everything will gets them healed somehow.Looking that you're happy and enjoying your days, That gives me a reason to smile too..so, show me that you'll stay happy alright:)

To you, I'd say that you'll forever be my BFF and no matter what happens, i'll be just a call away, we can still shop and study together like what we did in may/june right?Maybe some things have changed..but i know that the memories we've once shared will always be kept with us somehow..we still do care about one another, looking out for each other here and there.As a BFF here, i still hope for the best for you and wish that you'll work hard for yourself and do me proud okays?Eat proper meals and I'll do the same..you've been an AWESOME companion for the past few months and the times where you were there by my side and supporting me when i'm down..don't think that you're not good enough or something..cos i wanna tell you that you're the BEST to me:D
P.S Hoping that you'll really think it over, but i guess we shall let the time reveal what is set ahead for us:)FOR NOW, MUG HARD FOR CT!!!Once CT's over, we'll have time to sort things out:):)

I truly care.

Phoooow.Feels damn heavy today..sometimes, i think communication within a relationship is really important.I have no idea what'd happened and despite of asking around, everybody seem to give the same answer: You dont seem OK:(Upon hearing the news from your cousin that things doesn't seem to be alright the past few days, i got worried and tears rolled down despite of me being in the bus.I've never felt so worried before.More of helplessness perhaps.I hope i could do something to cheer you up..but nothing seem to work..how can i show that i really care though at times, i couldn't be there for you..just want to let you know that I'll always be there and just a call, i'll be more than willing to hear you out.Crossing my finger and hoping that things will be alright tomorrow..:(

When you meet a TYPE 2 Girl:)

Has been really emotional lately and apart from the side effects from the malaria pills, i think it has got to do with my personality type somehow:)TYPE 2 character: Needs affirmation(When she do something, thank her or show that you appreciate it:))Needs company and a good listening ear.Always be there to support and motivate..it'll definitely make her day:)She may feel comfortable giving in and meeting your needs, she have her own needs too..when she's nice to you and do things that makes your day, mirror it back and do something nice:)When she thinks that things are taken for granted, she will hesitate to do something, worrying that she's not been doing good enough.A simple message and caring act will goes along way for a TYPE 2:)Although she'll tend to compare and conplain, every night before she sleeps, she'll ALWAYS think of the one that she truely love and care about..thinking what the person has been doing:)

Though I may not be a 100% type 2, i think i'm still one of those typical emotional ones:)