When one fall in love, it's difficult to let it go..

I respected your decision and i hope that if that's really what you want and you'll be happier, i shouldnt be selfish too..I've never comitted SO much into something that now, knowing the fact that i have to learn to let go..i jus need some time..Thanks to those friends, esp weehong, andrew, tienying, daryl, richard, yiwen, yiyue, max, weiyang, weixiong, dean..and many others who'd been there..i have no idea what exactly have happened but i really hope i could get a reason for why that decision was made.Everything was going fine and all..and now..T.TIf you really meant what you say, you should have look straight into my eyes and make me really let everything down, i feel that you're just suffering alone and felt bad cos i can't be there to support you..promise me that things are going to be fine and I want to see things going for the better as time gets by okay?My listening ear will always be ready to hear you out:)
The tears shed and heart hurt..time and everything will gets them healed somehow.Looking that you're happy and enjoying your days, That gives me a reason to smile too..so, show me that you'll stay happy alright:)

To you, I'd say that you'll forever be my BFF and no matter what happens, i'll be just a call away, we can still shop and study together like what we did in may/june right?Maybe some things have changed..but i know that the memories we've once shared will always be kept with us somehow..we still do care about one another, looking out for each other here and there.As a BFF here, i still hope for the best for you and wish that you'll work hard for yourself and do me proud okays?Eat proper meals and I'll do the same..you've been an AWESOME companion for the past few months and the times where you were there by my side and supporting me when i'm down..don't think that you're not good enough or something..cos i wanna tell you that you're the BEST to me:D
P.S Hoping that you'll really think it over, but i guess we shall let the time reveal what is set ahead for us:)FOR NOW, MUG HARD FOR CT!!!Once CT's over, we'll have time to sort things out:):)