Before 2010 ends..

DJs+, though didn't really meet up much this year, but always keep in mind, you guys will be the awesome lot that i will never forget:)
You were the first few who told me you'll be following my blog and i doubt you're still reading this now, from strangers, meeting as classmates, crapping and nagging you over those bad habits like a kid, getting to know one another better and eventually becoming BFF and perhaps a little further then to what we are now, from the day we met till now, alot of things happened and those memories we share explains LIFE, going on a roller coaster and sharing both joy and sorrow, just wanna say a BIG thank you for being there and the time shared was truly treasured.(:Hope you'll have a happening year ahead too!:D:D
To my buddy Training coordinator, Sorry if I'd to do a bad job as your partner but I'll try my best to make our trainings work out and make our 2011 an enjoyable and exciting one.HAHAHA!Laugh and cry together yeahh!:D:D
The OB family who's been there to share those SWEATY Fridays and moments together, spreading the 'lack of oxygen' hiccup laughter..The group of AWESOME people whom i will never regret to meet in 2010:)
And of course not forgetting the MARVELOUS T1A05 people who made my days in NP colourful and memorable!!Will always yearn to have another game of Basketball together and before i meet you people, I've never thought that Poly life will ever be that exciting and happening!!Sharing those days in the library mugging...laughing and crapping in class..and of course, out of school, shopping and prawning together!!:D:DSIMPLY LOVE YOU PEOPLE!!The family in school(:To those special individuals(you know who you are), thanks for being there for me:D

In a days' time, we'll be bidding goodbye to 2010 and Usher in the year 2011.How time flies..seriously...2 more months, I'd be turning 18...I dont wanna to get another year older!!Within this year, many things had happened for sure, be it the happy ones or those days where tears were shed..let's just remember the happy ones and learn a lesson from the days where you fall and pick yourself up..we learn from them and grow to be a stronger person yeah?:)2010 is like a dreams and now, I've woke up and got back to reality once again..knowing next year's gonna be a better year:D
In the beginning of the year, when we were busy working, enjoying life with LE..joining RWS, gaining some experience here and there as we learn together with friends around and of course with the senior ones..:)Getting my O's results and making one of the major choices in life..later on, getting into NP and starting a new chapter of my school life:)
Meeting interesting people along the way and going through stages of growth, at some point, you may feel really tired and burnt out..with friends and family around to support you, cheering you on, just pressed on and you'll see the rainbow after the rain.2010, the year before i eventually turned 18, a year which i felt I've been more emotional than usual.Perhaps, it's just the growing stage I've been through within this year and the ups and downs faced.Especially during the difficult times, thanks to those significant ones who've helped me learn:)
Never think that you've not done good enough cos to me, you've been awesome.I appreciate every little things done and I can sense the effort put in.Thanks alot.Has been busy with NRA, OB and school work for the past months since 19th April..i guess i gotta tone things down next year and give myself time to take a breather..thinking about the Tianjin OIP trip next year, the new people I'll be meeting and of course working with my new 18th Com of OB, i know things are gonna bring on new experiences and challenges ahead for us..LEt's just get geared up and be prepared for the coming year and tell yourself to make full use of it to make it another meaningful year!!(:(:
To my Friends out there..HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE and may your 2011 be an awesome one too!!!:D:D:D

Christmas Wish:)

Merry X'mas PEOPLE!!SANTA's back again!!HAHAHA!
Dearest Santa,
I'm not asking for too much, but hope that all my friends around me will be happy and enjoying a meaningful X'mas and the last week of 2010..coming up, have an awesom year of 2011 ahead!!D:DThanks to DJs for making my X'mas countdown such a meaningful and memorable one!!:DAnd of course to my lovely friends who spammed my phone when 12midnight strikes!Sorry that i didn't reply in time cos i was enjoying my time in bed..hahaha!=X

After the full one month or so, i finally hand this over to you..hope you'd really finish reading it and have a joyous X'mas with your friends!!:DTake care of yourself and stop making your friends worry for you!!simply LOVE this people!!:DRight after camp, get home and finish preparing X'mas gift and rushed off to Yiwen's house for PARTY TIME!!!:D:D:D
Once X'mas is over..those tears shed are going to be forgotten and only those wonderful memories to be kept:DGiving me an extra reason to smile:)
And finally...Thanks for being by my side be it rain or shine..(:

5 more days..and I'm going to make full use of it..and start everything afresh once 31st december 2010 is over!!:D:D:DCHeers People!!:D

If time were to rewind..

I'm wondering if you'll still be reading my blog post..seeing how happy you may be from your FB status..I'm happy for you..knowing that you feel in love again..it may be hard to let it go..knowing I'm somehow holding on to something..but i know, i have to learn to let things loose..a few more days and it'd be christmas..will you send a message to wish me, telling me you'll be there for me..or will you be celebrating and enjoying the festive season with her, popping the question and hoping to hear a 'yes'..All I'd say is..all the best and so long you're happy, I'll be happy somehow too:)LEt's just hope 2011 will mark a brand new start and we'll spend our days together like before, being BFF and laughing, crapping over every little thing in our everyday life..(:I'm waiting to let time reveals what's ahead for us:)

When one fall in love, it's difficult to let it go..

I respected your decision and i hope that if that's really what you want and you'll be happier, i shouldnt be selfish too..I've never comitted SO much into something that now, knowing the fact that i have to learn to let go..i jus need some time..Thanks to those friends, esp weehong, andrew, tienying, daryl, richard, yiwen, yiyue, max, weiyang, weixiong, dean..and many others who'd been there..i have no idea what exactly have happened but i really hope i could get a reason for why that decision was made.Everything was going fine and all..and now..T.TIf you really meant what you say, you should have look straight into my eyes and make me really let everything down, i feel that you're just suffering alone and felt bad cos i can't be there to support you..promise me that things are going to be fine and I want to see things going for the better as time gets by okay?My listening ear will always be ready to hear you out:)
The tears shed and heart hurt..time and everything will gets them healed somehow.Looking that you're happy and enjoying your days, That gives me a reason to smile too..so, show me that you'll stay happy alright:)

To you, I'd say that you'll forever be my BFF and no matter what happens, i'll be just a call away, we can still shop and study together like what we did in may/june right?Maybe some things have changed..but i know that the memories we've once shared will always be kept with us somehow..we still do care about one another, looking out for each other here and there.As a BFF here, i still hope for the best for you and wish that you'll work hard for yourself and do me proud okays?Eat proper meals and I'll do the same..you've been an AWESOME companion for the past few months and the times where you were there by my side and supporting me when i'm down..don't think that you're not good enough or something..cos i wanna tell you that you're the BEST to me:D
P.S Hoping that you'll really think it over, but i guess we shall let the time reveal what is set ahead for us:)FOR NOW, MUG HARD FOR CT!!!Once CT's over, we'll have time to sort things out:):)

I truly care.

Phoooow.Feels damn heavy today..sometimes, i think communication within a relationship is really important.I have no idea what'd happened and despite of asking around, everybody seem to give the same answer: You dont seem OK:(Upon hearing the news from your cousin that things doesn't seem to be alright the past few days, i got worried and tears rolled down despite of me being in the bus.I've never felt so worried before.More of helplessness perhaps.I hope i could do something to cheer you up..but nothing seem to work..how can i show that i really care though at times, i couldn't be there for you..just want to let you know that I'll always be there and just a call, i'll be more than willing to hear you out.Crossing my finger and hoping that things will be alright tomorrow..:(

When you meet a TYPE 2 Girl:)

Has been really emotional lately and apart from the side effects from the malaria pills, i think it has got to do with my personality type somehow:)TYPE 2 character: Needs affirmation(When she do something, thank her or show that you appreciate it:))Needs company and a good listening ear.Always be there to support and motivate..it'll definitely make her day:)She may feel comfortable giving in and meeting your needs, she have her own needs too..when she's nice to you and do things that makes your day, mirror it back and do something nice:)When she thinks that things are taken for granted, she will hesitate to do something, worrying that she's not been doing good enough.A simple message and caring act will goes along way for a TYPE 2:)Although she'll tend to compare and conplain, every night before she sleeps, she'll ALWAYS think of the one that she truely love and care about..thinking what the person has been doing:)

Though I may not be a 100% type 2, i think i'm still one of those typical emotional ones:)

Too much to do, too little time.

Gosh..when I first started poly life, days crawled by ever so slowly and when i felt it was a year, it's probably just another week passed.At this point of time, time is flying like nobody's business. What happened last week seemed like it jus occurred yesterday.
Why am i not feeling the excitement of starting school, the usual smile I'd carry when i know school is starting..T1A05 is no longer in the same class again..being split into different class is not going to affect much on our friendship.I'm still gonna study with the same group of people, score well together and share those wonderful memories that i'd always carry with me.
Looking at my dance schedule and coming modules, the only think i'm going to tell myself is to finish this sem STRONG and make the fullest use of the time given..I may not be spending as much time with my family and love one but i will always set aside my QUALITY time to them as much as i can afford.Pa, Mummy and sis will be going overseas and I bet that period I'll be as busy too..Had always wanted to thank those people and give them a really good hug, telling them how much i appreciated them for being in my life, spending their time with me and being there for me when i needed them most.LOVE every single one of you and no words would ever describe how grateful i felt to meet YOU.Really.The past 6 weeks vacation was filled with CAMPS, DANCE and probably WORK and Routines.Planning special occasions make the days even more meaningful:)Can't wait to be part of OIP!!!;DAlrights, I think i'd better stop here and prepare my stuff for school tmr!:DHope everyone will enjoy their coming sem and work well with their new classmates too!:D

Term Break(:

IT's been another longggg MONTHS since i last updated..just have this sudden urge of updating my blog here.within the 4-5 months in poly, a lot of things have happened.Be it those continuous dance trainings in school, tons of camps coming up. just wanna say that NP's too happening and I'm really sorry for not spending enough time with my family and friends:(
Thanks for all those people and my loved and special one who'd always been there for me.Though you might not be showing ur care in the usual way, but it's the thought that counts:DNo matter what, i'll try my best to spend my time out(:
Mummy and Daddy might not be as understanding at times and may nag at me after their long day at work, i tell myself, i'm older now, gotta be more mature in thinking and not be a kid like before and throw tantrums without giving a second thought if i'd hurt anyone.Sis maybe still young and i shouldnt take the fault on her.Just got to let her grow and learn along the way:)
Many things have happened this year and people around me has allowed me to grow more in values and learn what should we done to make my life being lived to the fullest:D
Sometimes, when i was typing on my lappy alone in the living room, writing my diary, it's like doing some self reflection and as i look ahead in life, it seems like there's ton more things that i should really achieve but at the same time, one should learn to take some break here and there and enjoy the slow pace of life:DAJ should go and enjoy a PROPER holiday break(:

SORRRY FOR BEING MIA..!!=X

Dearest Friends and passer by who'd been reading my blog!:DD
Ever since school term starts, i've been heavily packed on my school schdules, be it studies, CCAs or any other volunteery stufff.Garhhs..but here i am, back to my blog again!!:D
Current updates: Just ended my NDP voluntary and is volunteering for YOG!!!I guess Singapore had done a really awesome job and through YOG voluntary, many friendships were built along the way too!!:DAs for studies, School works, tutorials and projects has been piling up..and with the upcoming exams, i doubt i'll blog as often as before:(Life's been awesome in NP and i would say, without my NPOB, NRA, Campmates and classmates, Poly life wouldn't be as PERFECT!!Not forgetting my dearest DJs+ too!!Whenever I'm having fun, i'd always think back in time and wish so hard that i could get back to those wonderful days:DCongrats to Shufei for your MT O'level yep:DAs for the rest, not to worry, just take this as a practice and make sure you'll score better for the retest!!I'm sure you guys can do it, jiayou!!:D
Thanks a lot to Mr Yeo, Mr wee, Mrs Tan and Mrs wee for coming down specially to attend our scholarship ceremony!!:DWon't let you teachers down:D
Had a gathering chalet with KAKOS!!WE ROCK the night yeahh..hahahah!
NDP OC1 outing~~~:DDTons of Snaps at ECP!!Let's have night cycling the next time!!:D
We're like setting up some photo booths by PADANG OC and indeed, OC1 ROCKS TO THE MAXX!!!:DAn awesome memories to be kept:D

That's all for the update:DHope your life is as exciting too!!:DGotta rush off for my dance training and attend yonglin's birthday celebration after that...TATASSSS!:D

Am I too busy??I just need MORE TIME:D

Booohooo!!!~FNAJ's BACKKK!!!
Back from Pulau Aur, Ubin, and off her busy schedule for the weeeek!!!A good SUNDAY to really Chill out and get a good rest:DThe Diving Trip to Pulau Aur was really AWESOME!!Didn't expect myself to be able to conquer all those difficulties and coming back to singapore in ONE PIECE.HAHAHA!Those beautiful coral, fishes and not forgetting the scenes of Sunrise and Shooting stars deeply etched within the memories..The first week of the june break give it a great headstart for the coming week!!:D
Frankly speaking, i'm really getting lazy to give long blog post..so yeapp, was just briefly sum everything all up aites?HAha!Going backwards...Today, It's....FATHERS' DAY!!!Went to Singapore Flyer with Abby's Family, Huien and Daddy!Sis and mummy gotta work..so yeapp, had a sweet time spent together and manage to really shop for the things i NEED:DMet up with Eugene since we both need to get something around town and instead of exploring the scapepark, we ended up walking around Heerenn!!:Dhahah!Bought my bagpack!!(Grey and pink)...Shopped around with Daddy after dinner and this NikeAir series caught my eye!!It has green and pink for the option..And as expected..the PInk and Grey one was chosen.Have no idea what's wrong with me today..was wearing pink and grey..and whatever matches that colour caught my eye.LOL!As for the time on the flyer, i just felt that Singapore's scenery is pretty common but the time spent with my loved ones make the 40mins ride such a meaningful and enjoyable one:DOkayys, it's getting kindda lengthy now..shall end here then, some photos uploaded and to see more, go on FB!:DHAve a great week ahead yeahh.that's to YOU!!!:D
Missing those days..
It's just a GREAT HONOUR TO HAVE DEAN AS MY BUDDDY!!!Thanks bro!!:DIf not for him, i think i'll face alot more challenges under water.HAHA!
One of the guys caught the crab and we make the centipede VS with it..BAD=(
More photos on FB!:D
The crazy time during our journey to Pulau Aur..
4As and the Birthday boy!:D
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY BRO!!:D
SMILE!!:)
Helping Jay to set up his function room..
Gifts from me and Jayne:D
Went to meet up with Yang, Max, Tienying and Eugene after my Ubin training...played around by the playground after dinner.LOL!:D
During the NPOB Ubin training!!The outdoor cooking's SUPER FUN!!HAHAHA.Tried Banana with chocolate and maggie with hotdogs!!LOL!OR is it because with those fun people around, everything seemed so niceeeee:Dhahah!Let's meet out more!!:D
Before she GROWs up..
For her birthday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!:D
It's AWESOME TO Hang out with them once again..those memorable moments were brought back..
Akira was having fun at Toy'R'us..ha!
Random shot by weiyang.haa!
Weiyang with his dearly softtoy~^^
Eugene simply love the mickey too much eh?HAHA!*grinn*
Max enjoying his TV show..
Was about to meet Abby and family in the noon so decided to shop for an hour or so before that:DIt takes some time for a guy to choose a sandals too..MAN, MAke up your mind.HAHAH!=X

Went to Shop around Heeren..wanted to drop by scapepark but looks like these isn't any interesting stuff so ended up walking around and Thanks to Eugene for not complaining about me being so fickle minded eh?HAHAH!Choosing a proper bag that i really want can be THAT TOUGH..=P
Wanted to buy a simple sportshoe..but was attracted to the NikeAir Series once again..You're TOO HOT~~~:DAnd yeapp, like what i was wearing today...it's GREY AND PINK AGAIN.No idea what went wrong..
*Nightmareeeee*HAHAHA!Webcam can really make one do stupid things to your com.LOL!=X

Yepp, so there goes my first week of my June first week break:)Diving, Outwardbounder Ubin training, Chillin' out with friends, Jayne, Teckleong, Jay's birthday...How can the week NOT be exciting??HAHAHA!Another upcoming happening week is yet to come!!(:Thanks to those people who're there when i need accompaniment..Love you LOTS!!:D

It's just too happening..*brainblock*

2am+ and still skyping away...gonna be off to Pulau Aur for my diving trip in like less than 24 hrs time...sighhs,gonna miss all my friends and family in singapore:(
Had our last CT paper today(Engmec)Not too baD:)Went on to celebrate JAsper's birthday at makan place, then decided to go on to ECP after our lunch:DKays, my brain's seriously BLOCKED and with my screaming knees...i'm SO NOT in the mood to blog now.For the sake of YOU, i'll update you with some of the events alright?*Feel honoured yeah!*
Felt as if i'm turning into some horrible PANDA,was suppose to pack my stuff for my diving trip but have no idea what to bring..Garhhh, jus bring ourselves to enjoy the trip, good enough ya?LOL!Had a great time today, it's been like AGES since i last experience the wind brushing across while the bike is racing against one another..manage to cycle to changi village and back IN TIME:DThanks to Dean and Eugene for 'pushing' me!!HAHAH!I tried my best:DJust didn't want to chiong all the way, the journey to and fro should be enjoyable.Chat and laughed over stupid jokes while the 3 of us took time to travel back to the rental shop..haha!I'm NOT HORNY...just too tired:DWent to MOS burger for dinner at parkway parade and i guess our laughter really filled the whole restaurant!!HAH!!Kayys,PHOTO TIME!!:DBooked lib room to study..and it's pretty effective at least for once:D
Andrew joined us!!:D
All shagg-ed.HAHAH!
Went over to JP to design a cake for jasper!:D
MAX and Eugene took the first 'squeeze'..LOL!
TADA!!End product of every little thoughts and best wishes we have for our dear jasper:D
MAX was too bored..
After finishing his dinner..
A simple card made...
And hope he'll like it:D
Preparing..
BIRTHDAY BOY!!
Thanks to moohimean for taking the photos for us!!:D
He always show the serious face:(
It doesnt look appetizing but the salmon's nice:D
weiyang~~~
Weixiong~~~
Sun-setting...
Taking a break at changi village...
Dean's good with his blades luhh!!
The load...
Trying to see who's behind me..
all damn CUI~~~HaHAHA!
Another real-life EXAMPLE:D
Taking a good rest....with our knees screaming..
Dean is the most tired one lurh!
Ahhhh...try the soup..haha!
Dean's expression is CLASSIC:D
We OWN THE restaurant for a moment or so:D

That's all for today..Ciaos PEOPLE!!:DOFF to pulau Aur soon, will miss YOU!!:D