If time were to rewind..

I'm wondering if you'll still be reading my blog post..seeing how happy you may be from your FB status..I'm happy for you..knowing that you feel in love again..it may be hard to let it go..knowing I'm somehow holding on to something..but i know, i have to learn to let things loose..a few more days and it'd be christmas..will you send a message to wish me, telling me you'll be there for me..or will you be celebrating and enjoying the festive season with her, popping the question and hoping to hear a 'yes'..All I'd say is..all the best and so long you're happy, I'll be happy somehow too:)LEt's just hope 2011 will mark a brand new start and we'll spend our days together like before, being BFF and laughing, crapping over every little thing in our everyday life..(:I'm waiting to let time reveals what's ahead for us:)

When one fall in love, it's difficult to let it go..

I respected your decision and i hope that if that's really what you want and you'll be happier, i shouldnt be selfish too..I've never comitted SO much into something that now, knowing the fact that i have to learn to let go..i jus need some time..Thanks to those friends, esp weehong, andrew, tienying, daryl, richard, yiwen, yiyue, max, weiyang, weixiong, dean..and many others who'd been there..i have no idea what exactly have happened but i really hope i could get a reason for why that decision was made.Everything was going fine and all..and now..T.TIf you really meant what you say, you should have look straight into my eyes and make me really let everything down, i feel that you're just suffering alone and felt bad cos i can't be there to support you..promise me that things are going to be fine and I want to see things going for the better as time gets by okay?My listening ear will always be ready to hear you out:)
The tears shed and heart hurt..time and everything will gets them healed somehow.Looking that you're happy and enjoying your days, That gives me a reason to smile too..so, show me that you'll stay happy alright:)

To you, I'd say that you'll forever be my BFF and no matter what happens, i'll be just a call away, we can still shop and study together like what we did in may/june right?Maybe some things have changed..but i know that the memories we've once shared will always be kept with us somehow..we still do care about one another, looking out for each other here and there.As a BFF here, i still hope for the best for you and wish that you'll work hard for yourself and do me proud okays?Eat proper meals and I'll do the same..you've been an AWESOME companion for the past few months and the times where you were there by my side and supporting me when i'm down..don't think that you're not good enough or something..cos i wanna tell you that you're the BEST to me:D
P.S Hoping that you'll really think it over, but i guess we shall let the time reveal what is set ahead for us:)FOR NOW, MUG HARD FOR CT!!!Once CT's over, we'll have time to sort things out:):)

I truly care.

Phoooow.Feels damn heavy today..sometimes, i think communication within a relationship is really important.I have no idea what'd happened and despite of asking around, everybody seem to give the same answer: You dont seem OK:(Upon hearing the news from your cousin that things doesn't seem to be alright the past few days, i got worried and tears rolled down despite of me being in the bus.I've never felt so worried before.More of helplessness perhaps.I hope i could do something to cheer you up..but nothing seem to work..how can i show that i really care though at times, i couldn't be there for you..just want to let you know that I'll always be there and just a call, i'll be more than willing to hear you out.Crossing my finger and hoping that things will be alright tomorrow..:(

When you meet a TYPE 2 Girl:)

Has been really emotional lately and apart from the side effects from the malaria pills, i think it has got to do with my personality type somehow:)TYPE 2 character: Needs affirmation(When she do something, thank her or show that you appreciate it:))Needs company and a good listening ear.Always be there to support and motivate..it'll definitely make her day:)She may feel comfortable giving in and meeting your needs, she have her own needs too..when she's nice to you and do things that makes your day, mirror it back and do something nice:)When she thinks that things are taken for granted, she will hesitate to do something, worrying that she's not been doing good enough.A simple message and caring act will goes along way for a TYPE 2:)Although she'll tend to compare and conplain, every night before she sleeps, she'll ALWAYS think of the one that she truely love and care about..thinking what the person has been doing:)

Though I may not be a 100% type 2, i think i'm still one of those typical emotional ones:)

Too much to do, too little time.

Gosh..when I first started poly life, days crawled by ever so slowly and when i felt it was a year, it's probably just another week passed.At this point of time, time is flying like nobody's business. What happened last week seemed like it jus occurred yesterday.
Why am i not feeling the excitement of starting school, the usual smile I'd carry when i know school is starting..T1A05 is no longer in the same class again..being split into different class is not going to affect much on our friendship.I'm still gonna study with the same group of people, score well together and share those wonderful memories that i'd always carry with me.
Looking at my dance schedule and coming modules, the only think i'm going to tell myself is to finish this sem STRONG and make the fullest use of the time given..I may not be spending as much time with my family and love one but i will always set aside my QUALITY time to them as much as i can afford.Pa, Mummy and sis will be going overseas and I bet that period I'll be as busy too..Had always wanted to thank those people and give them a really good hug, telling them how much i appreciated them for being in my life, spending their time with me and being there for me when i needed them most.LOVE every single one of you and no words would ever describe how grateful i felt to meet YOU.Really.The past 6 weeks vacation was filled with CAMPS, DANCE and probably WORK and Routines.Planning special occasions make the days even more meaningful:)Can't wait to be part of OIP!!!;DAlrights, I think i'd better stop here and prepare my stuff for school tmr!:DHope everyone will enjoy their coming sem and work well with their new classmates too!:D

Term Break(:

IT's been another longggg MONTHS since i last updated..just have this sudden urge of updating my blog here.within the 4-5 months in poly, a lot of things have happened.Be it those continuous dance trainings in school, tons of camps coming up. just wanna say that NP's too happening and I'm really sorry for not spending enough time with my family and friends:(
Thanks for all those people and my loved and special one who'd always been there for me.Though you might not be showing ur care in the usual way, but it's the thought that counts:DNo matter what, i'll try my best to spend my time out(:
Mummy and Daddy might not be as understanding at times and may nag at me after their long day at work, i tell myself, i'm older now, gotta be more mature in thinking and not be a kid like before and throw tantrums without giving a second thought if i'd hurt anyone.Sis maybe still young and i shouldnt take the fault on her.Just got to let her grow and learn along the way:)
Many things have happened this year and people around me has allowed me to grow more in values and learn what should we done to make my life being lived to the fullest:D
Sometimes, when i was typing on my lappy alone in the living room, writing my diary, it's like doing some self reflection and as i look ahead in life, it seems like there's ton more things that i should really achieve but at the same time, one should learn to take some break here and there and enjoy the slow pace of life:DAJ should go and enjoy a PROPER holiday break(:

SORRRY FOR BEING MIA..!!=X

Dearest Friends and passer by who'd been reading my blog!:DD
Ever since school term starts, i've been heavily packed on my school schdules, be it studies, CCAs or any other volunteery stufff.Garhhs..but here i am, back to my blog again!!:D
Current updates: Just ended my NDP voluntary and is volunteering for YOG!!!I guess Singapore had done a really awesome job and through YOG voluntary, many friendships were built along the way too!!:DAs for studies, School works, tutorials and projects has been piling up..and with the upcoming exams, i doubt i'll blog as often as before:(Life's been awesome in NP and i would say, without my NPOB, NRA, Campmates and classmates, Poly life wouldn't be as PERFECT!!Not forgetting my dearest DJs+ too!!Whenever I'm having fun, i'd always think back in time and wish so hard that i could get back to those wonderful days:DCongrats to Shufei for your MT O'level yep:DAs for the rest, not to worry, just take this as a practice and make sure you'll score better for the retest!!I'm sure you guys can do it, jiayou!!:D
Thanks a lot to Mr Yeo, Mr wee, Mrs Tan and Mrs wee for coming down specially to attend our scholarship ceremony!!:DWon't let you teachers down:D
Had a gathering chalet with KAKOS!!WE ROCK the night yeahh..hahahah!
NDP OC1 outing~~~:DDTons of Snaps at ECP!!Let's have night cycling the next time!!:D
We're like setting up some photo booths by PADANG OC and indeed, OC1 ROCKS TO THE MAXX!!!:DAn awesome memories to be kept:D

That's all for the update:DHope your life is as exciting too!!:DGotta rush off for my dance training and attend yonglin's birthday celebration after that...TATASSSS!:D